Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Today, chinese first then pe. You did that to me, when mrs chan was talking, when everyone was there. Thank goodness no one except me witnessed it. I guess you wanted everyone to see it and cut our relationship straight with your actions. And at first i thought it was a joke, but later on it felt as if you really meant it, i couldnt help but tear silently continuously after that. I simply lost my energy to carry on with the day.
But i just wanna thank tings for helping me wake up and come back to my senses. You could even tell that i was hurt when no one did. I knew you were experienced in cheering people up, and the problem kept bugging me, so i guess everything just came coming out of my mouth, well sorta from my mouth. And when i asked her, she said she noticed that you-and-me's relationship was going all awkward. I assumed that only one person found our relationship weird and that my acting wouldnt be that obvious, but i was wrong, you ting noticed it everyday. Ah but in any case, thankyou ting, you really shooked me.
I guess its finally time to let go of you now, after all this time, i finally know it now. I must let go now and get that freedom that awaits me.
Hias, so now its time to give you up and carry on with your life no matter how hard and how much you tried abbie And its back to acting time, to smile and to laugh.
1 Chorinthians 13:4-8
4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts always hopes, always preservers. 8 Love never fail
But that was just one part of the day. The other part was after school that me and 5 other people were supposed to stay back for chem supp (this is just the beginning). So me and 3 other people waited in class for 45 minutes waiting and waiting for mrs low to come. We assumed that she forgot since she didnt turn up, and went to the canteen. Later we found out that mrs low had called all of our parents since she thought that we didnt stay back, and went to her at the staffroom. Apparently she asked Deborah to check if any of the supp people were in class, but Deborah didnt see us anywhere, and told low, at least thats what she claimed to see. One thing i can tell you for sure is that we were definitely in class and definitely in the canteen, seeing no Deborah. So we had a huge big talk by mrs low and i had another with my mom over the phone. Urgh and low doesnt believe the truth we told. You wanna check the cctv and see our faces at 315 walking to the canteen?
Pearlyn was at the canteen andcan be our witness you know?
Sighs, so we have to stay back for chem supp again tomorrow straight after school, another chinese supp straight after chem and tennis after chinese. Crap im gonna die during tennis tomorrow, no food.
Ahhs but the matter is over and the mistakes that have been done has been done, i shant persue the matter anymore.
